Real Story: When You Can’t Get What You Want


Sendiri merenung di tengah gundahnya hati. Ingin pergi tapi tak jadi pergi, hanya pikiran selintas saja seorang diri, izin yang diingini tak terpenuhi dan disini ingin melarikan diri.

Suatu hari gue punya kesempatan yang kesempatan itu gue tunggu kedatangannya, kesempatan langka yang mungkin semua orang ingin. Semua orang mau, tapi tidak semu orang bisa.

2 bulan yang lalu gue cancel kesempatan itu, kemana? Pergi ke Florida. Dengan berat hati gue relain kesempatan itu dan berharap mendapat kesempatan lain yang lebih baik.

Kemarin gue dapat hal yang sama pergi ke Miami, Florida dengan host family yang berbeda. Tawarannya cukup menggiurkan, uang saku per minggu, traveling chance, brilliant experience and many more termasuk round trip ticket dari indonesia kesana dan sebaliknya. Menggoda bukan?

Sebagai anak, gue punya kewajiban untuk izin kepada orang tua, karena Islam said kalau seorang wanita belum menikah maka dia adalah tanggung jawab orang tua. Gue izin ke orang tua gue, tepatnya umi pada malam itu karena gue daat email dari host family sekitar sore menjelang maghrib. Tik..tok

Tik..tok..

Akhirnya gue mendapat jawaban, apa yang dikatakan orang tua gue? She won’t let me go. Beliau tidak mengizinkan gue pergi ke negeri paman sam apalagi seorang diri. Gue berusaha ngeyakinin orang tua gue kalau gue bakal baik-baik saja disana. So she doesn’t have to be worry about this and that.

Bahkan beberapa temen deket gue juga bilang hal uang sama, No, they said NO. Gue merasa dilemma guys, kesempatan yang mungkin orang cari, gue dapat cuma cuma. Tapi gue juga nggak bisa pergi karena nggak dapat ridho orang tua.

Kalau flashback ke masa lalu. Gue bukan anak yang suka minta ini itu ke orang tua sedari gue kecil, gue tumbuh jadi anak yang mandiri dan jarang iri ke saudara saudara gue. Dan gue beli atau penuhi sendiri apa yang gue mau. Tapi juga ada andil besar dari Allah, gue sadar itu.

Gue hanya minta izin dan ridha orang tua aja, nggak minta macem macem. Tapi apa?

Nggak dikasih.

Nyesek banget rasanya. Sakit hati iya.

Tapi mau bagaimana lagi, mungkin yang gue pikir terbaik tapi Allah bilang itu bukan yang terbaik untuk gue. 😂😂

Ya sudahlah, ikhlaskan saja. Doakan yang terbaik untukku kawan😭😭😭

Peace and Love your mom though she won’t let you go.💋💋💋✌

FJ👸👸

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11 Comments Add yours

  1. yuulye says:

    Saya doakan yang terbaik untuk mu kawan 🙏

    1. fajarlatif says:

      Terima kasih kawan, semoga kamu juga beruntung kawan 😀😀

      1. yuulye says:

        Sama sama kawan 😁

  2. fajarlatif says:

    Terima kasih banyak kawan 😀😀

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